i know Effy is manipulative at times, that’s the point of her charcater, however if you argue Freddie and Cook didn’t love her for any other reason than her looks i’m going to assume you didn’t watch the show bc :
these two have seen her at her absolute lowest/relaxed times and still seem to love her fully.
One thing I’ve learned is that you should never look back. Past is dead and buried. You get nothing from living there. It’s all about today. But I’ve been having dreams. In them, nothing’s real, nothing’s solid. Everything is financially fucked, an illusion. In these dreams I’m a life that’s already gone by. Today means nothing. Today’s just a ghost that’s haunting me. But I’m on the end of the world, on the edge of things. I think about lettings go. I think about falling. My name’s James Cook. I did something once. My ghosts won’t let me forget it.
